December 31, 2005 - 11:07 am
new years eve 2k5
so yesterday we had "Christmas" dinner with my brother, mother, and Cris. It was a nice dinner- turkey, stuffing, cranberry... I got 10 new pairs of socks, some febreze, a candle and a $25 amex gift card. My grandmother got us a lenox sleigh with 2 reindeer. The reindeer have our names on them and the sleigh has our last name. It's really nice, surprisingly. So today on this new years eve I'm taking the tree down. Usually I wait at least another week, but this year I don't want to look at it anymore. I cried putting it up, knowing that this christmas was not going to be so happy, and I'm crying taking it down, because I was actually right. It's like no one even tried this year, not my family, not Judy. No one wanted to celebrate so next year I don't think I'm going to bother either. Unless we have a baby by then, I'm going to say no Christmas next year.
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