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December 06, 2003 - 2:00 pm

despair

so i knew that good times couldn't last forever. Last night was the first fight... hopefully it will be the last. I've never felt so awful in my entire life. I was actually paralyzed from fear, physically paralyzed.

He says everything is ok now, but I'm not quite so sure yet. I'm still kinda testing the waters out I guess.

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