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May 09, 2010 - 6:51 am I�ve been up since 5:30 but that�s ok. For my birthday I went to bed at 9 PM. That�s what I wanted most- SLEEP. I even took a nap on the couch when cadence was napping yesterday. Jay made Eggplant parm for dinner and a cake. Very low-key, which was fine. I'm finally starting to feel better too. My tummy seems to be more on track and with the mold gone, I haven�t gotten a headache in almost 2 weeks. Today's mother's day. It's bittersweet. I miss my mom, but I love being a mom. I've said it probably a million times. I don't know what I would do if Cadence wasn't in my life. I think it would have made losing my mother so much harder to cope with. Don't get me wrong- Jay is important too and helped me get through it, but just the act of becoming a mom and having a different perspective on life and being able to understand things "as a mother". I think that it really was intended that I have this before she passed, and for that I am truly grateful. archery instructor aka wonderwoman - September 25, 2017 |