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November 19, 2009 - 11:21 am well last night I just snapped. It started on Tuesday night after I got home shopping for his birthday. But last night is what really broke the camel's back, so to speak. Yesterday he asked if he could go with his friend to a car show on Sunday. We use to do EVERYTHING together and we had the same friends and we all hung out together. Now he goes out with his new friends here and doesn't even ask if I want to go because it's assumed that Cadence can't go and I have to stay with her. He should have said "Jason invited me to a car show Sunday, do you guys want to go?" And then this morning it just got work. I contemplated putting a "happy birthday" post on nasioc for him, but someone I don't even know already beat me to it. Just goes to prove that he's got this whole other life that doesn't include me anymore, and that's really how it feels. I slept in the spare room last night. I haven't said one word to him today and it's already 11:30. I wanted to do something nice for his birthday and get him a cake and balloons and have a nice dinner. I don't even care anymore. I bought a card for him, I don't even want to fill it out because right now I'm too angry to say something nice. archery instructor aka wonderwoman - September 25, 2017 |