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October 21, 2007 - 1:15 am the past 4 days have been really rough for me. I just broke down crying the other night. I can't sleep anymore, she doesn't want to sleep... I have a plugged milk duct that is infected. It's painful and frustrating. I'm not producing as much as I was and I don't know if it's enough for her. I feel like a bad mother, like I'm defective. I can't even look in the mirror because I'm hideous. My stomach and breasts are covered in stretch marks. I'm starting to lose my patience, which makes me even more upset. archery instructor aka wonderwoman - September 25, 2017 |