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December 20, 2006 - 3:17 pm
gone
well so much for the last entry.
i haven't been feeling very well the last week- tired, nauseous... you know, all things pregnant. but yesterday i woke up to go to work and there was just blood everywhere. i lost the baby and that makes me sad. i guess it just wasn't meant to be right now. i haven't gone to work since friday- it's now wednesday. i'm going to go tomorrow but i have to go to the dr again. today i went for an ultrasound to make sure everything came out, which it did. that news certainly didn't make me feel any better. i guess it didn't make me feel any worse either.
tomorrow i have to go for bloodwork to check my hormone levels to see if they are receeding, and then next week the doctor wants to examine me to make sure i'm alright.
i feel so drained, exhausted, sleepy, run-down... i look pale as a ghost.
yesterday was one of the most physically and mentally painful days that i've ever experienced. no one knows what happened except for jay of course, and i told laura at work because i had to call out again.
i dont think i want to tell people what happened just because i don't want to have to remember it everytime they say 'i'm so sorry', but at the same time i feel like maybe i'll feel better if i tell people.
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