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March 26, 2006 - 4:10 pm

i hate my brain sometimes

i dunno why but lately i keep thinking about when i almost left and threw our relationship away. Yes, that was over 2 years ago but i keep thinking "what if i didn't come back?" "what if jay didn't come home that day when I was gathering the rest of my stuff? if I didn't see him, then I might have left forever". it just usets me to even think about what i almost gave up. i don't know why it's been floating around in my head lately.. i'm just so grateful for what i have i really don't know what i was thinking then.
:sigh:

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