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March 19, 2006 - 5:53 am
bedtime?
wow so we had another amazing night. so amazing that i haven't gone to sleep yet. *sigh*
i'm so at peace right now; this feeling is so awesome, but yet i've been thinking about something jay said to me last night.
he said that i can have a woman so that he could watch. and although i've wanted for that in the past, i don't know if i want it now. i love him more than anything and i don't want someone else to step in and question that. either he liking the other girl, or me liking the other girl and messing up what we have now. i just don't know if i trust myself. i was willing to give up girls to be with him and it's been so long but yes they still turn me on and i always wanted one more shot, but now i don't want to take the chance of loosing what i have.
i told him i'd think about it. i'm really not sure.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
time for bed? i can't sleep
grr
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