index older add a note diaryland


February 03, 2006 - 7:28 pm

long week

this past week at work has been hell. I'm trying so so hard not to take it home with me but i'm just physically and emotionally drained. i want to sleep for eternity. i only went to the gym once this week. it was a lost cause. I want to get up early tomorrow and go. maybe it will do me some good- burn off this frustration. i need to get out of there, but i can't just yet. want to hang on for a couple more months and see what the future is going to bring us.
i have the doctors on monday. i'm a little nervous, but i'm ready.
other than that- haven't hardly talked to anyone except jay- i seem to hate everyone this week. they're all lazy hypocrites, except for jenny.
love is good though- we are fast approaching our 3 1/2 year anniversary and valentines day. i told jay i'd like him to cook me a romantic valentines dinner. last year we went out and it felt so rushed i didn't enjoy it. but maybe we'll celebrate the weekend after- jeff will be gone in san diego where i'm supposed to be...
restaurant finally opened on tuesday so that's good news. hopefully my mom will sell the house soon and we can be going on our way.

previous - next


archery instructor aka wonderwoman - September 25, 2017
missing jay! - September 15, 2017
trying to remember, and wishing I could forget - September 07, 2017
completely overwhelmed - September 05, 2017
16 girl scouts - August 25, 2017