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May 28, 2003 - 1:19 pm

yup im a looser

so I am a big looser. Spent a portion of the weekend playing video games. Went to the dentist- No cavities! woohoo. Just basically hung out. Jay left me two nights and went down the shore- said it was payback for me leaving him to go to s&s. Got the car washed eventhough it rained and it's rained every day since. My tail light covers finally came in. It'll only be another two months before they get put on.

I put a new picture on top- hehe.

Monday we went to great adventure and went on the new superman ride-- SCARY! It just doesn't feel safe. I dunno about that one. Medusa and nitro are still my favourites. Then after we got home me and jay got into an argument of sorts so we cleared that up and I just went home. I hate fighting with him. It just really upsets me and then i get upset about being upset cuz I start thinking "well what if he decides he doesn't wanna be with me anymore" and "if i can't handle a little argument, what am I going to do then". I hate it when I think cuz I think way too much and make up all these 'what-if's' and then I get all bent out of shape over nothing. I'm retarded.

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