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October 22, 2001 - 12:06 am I haven't felt this stressfree in i dunno how long. Well, Billyhead came and we talked and we both agreed that our relationship needs a LOT of work but things can turn out ok. I'm so greatful. I just want everything to be ok. I don't even care if we ever date again, I just want to be able to trust him again and talk to him. When the person you date becomes your best friend and then you break up, you loose that best friend. I've missed him terribly and I want nothing more than to get him back. I want to share the good times and the bad times with him and be there when he needs someone to vent. SOOO... I took the first very very very big step for me and now there is no going back (I hope), because backwards is not progress- fowards is. Believe me, I'm still hurting and trust doesn't come easy but maybe now I'll finally be able to sleep... archery instructor aka wonderwoman - September 25, 2017 |